There's a specific loneliness that belongs to February 14th. Not the sharp, dramatic kind — the quiet kind. The kind where you see couples through restaurant windows while walking home alone with grocery bags. The kind where your phone doesn't buzz. I've carried that feeling every single year for as long as I can remember. Not once in twenty-two years has anyone been there on that day.
So when I sat down to write these four songs, I wasn't writing from a place of power. I was writing from a place of "fuck it — if I can't have this, I'll make it mine anyway." The self-pity burned off, and what remained was pure, uncut aggression laced with dark humor.
Cupid's Chokehold turns desire into a hostage situation. Eat Your Heart Out is a literal cannibal love song — if someone offers you their heart, take it, with your teeth. Roses & Razors trades flowers for scars, because "the flower wilts and dies, but the scar remains true." And Box of Sins is me as a box of poisoned chocolates — open at your own risk.
Happy fucking Valentine's, it's time to play.
Four songs. Four ways to spend Valentine's Day alone and make it sound like a choice.